Teenage Lesbian: Part 3

Sam slips into the bathroom and grabs her dad's razor. She strips slow, sits on the tub edge, and shaves herself careful and curious. A couple days later she's in her room watching porn on low volume, fingering herself, biting the pillow so nobody hears her cum. Next afternoon she catches up with Teresa outside school and they walk home together, talking music and movies the whole way. Sam asks her out for the weekend; Teresa smiles and says yes. They grab coffee before the movie, flirting easy until Sam blurts that she wants Teresa as her girlfriend. Teresa stops her cold, says she likes hanging out as friends, that's all, she likes boys. Sam walks home alone, sits on the step, and cries without making a sound. Meg drags her to a lesbian youth group the next day; Sam sneaks in the back so no one sees. Inside she spots Sarah from school, feels awkward as hell, but the leader's talk about owning who you are starts to sink in. A few nights later the tape jams in the VCR, and Sam chucks the whole thing in the trash. At guidance counseling she drops that she's gay; the counselor leans in, suddenly interested, and Sam actually feels lighter talking about it. That night she rubs one out under the covers, dreaming up the girls from the center in a sweaty naked pile. Next morning she stares in the mirror topless, proud, and tosses the duct tape she used to flatten her tits. At lunch Sarah slides over, they trade looks, JC picks up the hint and leaves. Sarah asks Sam out; Sam says sure with a shy grin. Finally she's done hiding who she's always been, and she's ready to let Sarah see it too.